Bit of a low day yesterday until Francesco sprang forth.

The words “Be As One” were a staple of my meditations during my relationship with Francesco.

I’m missing the physical…. Francesco was so affectionate with me.

I asked for Francesco to show up in my dream last night.

I see the ships. This time I see them without you.

Exactly 12 months ago Francesco and I went into lockdown.

I can still see myself on the street ready to cross the road when I heard Francesco shout….

Where did you go? When I see these photos I see life, love, full of future.

These last 24 hours have been so rich.

Sometimes I feel I’ve been left behind in this world whilst another more interesting world is waiting.

Francesco’s parents amaze me, they show me that human resilience is innate.

I had a dream the other night.

I’m remembering the time Francesco proposed.

I’ve been thinking about the times I made mistakes in my relationship.

I am thinking of the day Francesco died.

Had a lovely conversation with my Irish friends the other night.

This was so him. Always playing with me, even in the professional photoshoots.

Every day is different for me as I navigate this loss but one thing is constant….

I’ve been keeping a record of how Francesco is touching my life.

Only Love Is Real. How often our love can seem obscured….